Sigh. this is a hard one.
I'm in my 50's. Married. Known in my community. Seen as a guy.
But deep down, for the longest time, i've also had my female self. Yes, ive dressed off and on since a teen. I've discussed with a therapist years ago, who kind of blew it off. Im seeing a gender therapist now. I'm on HRT (Patch) and have nipple pains and smooth skin starting.
Wife knows. Not happy about it, but doesn't really wish to discuss.
I always wear at least one of more feminine items of clothing each day. have some makeup.
(one time, at a 5K run, a couple moved off the sidewalk saying ("we need to let HER go by")
I'm still seen as a guy by most. I have told some friends...some didn't like to hear
I guess im bisexual as id love it if a guy accepted me as a woman..that would be a thrill
Now, if for some reason, I NEVER come out fully, but im still Margo as well as my male self, does that still make me valid?
Maybe im bigender? I just dont know how i should be , or appear.
Oh, I play a female on second life virtual world. now thats a thrill!
Thanks for looking and reading!
I'm in my 50's. Married. Known in my community. Seen as a guy.
But deep down, for the longest time, i've also had my female self. Yes, ive dressed off and on since a teen. I've discussed with a therapist years ago, who kind of blew it off. Im seeing a gender therapist now. I'm on HRT (Patch) and have nipple pains and smooth skin starting.
Wife knows. Not happy about it, but doesn't really wish to discuss.
I always wear at least one of more feminine items of clothing each day. have some makeup.
(one time, at a 5K run, a couple moved off the sidewalk saying ("we need to let HER go by")
I'm still seen as a guy by most. I have told some friends...some didn't like to hear
I guess im bisexual as id love it if a guy accepted me as a woman..that would be a thrill
Now, if for some reason, I NEVER come out fully, but im still Margo as well as my male self, does that still make me valid?
Maybe im bigender? I just dont know how i should be , or appear.
Oh, I play a female on second life virtual world. now thats a thrill!
Thanks for looking and reading!